I can’t get over how fucking dead he is in his eyes here.
Like, how many times did he sob in the beginning while being forced to kill Dean over and over..?
And how many times did it take him before he began to go numb inside.
Because that’s what I see here. Pain so profound, it literally destroyed him to point he had to just go completely numb inside.
Oh don’t mind me, I’m just gonna go drown myself in bathtub of my tears.